Xania Monet – How Was I Supposed To Know? Lyrics
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He didn’t walk me down those stairs
Didn’t warn me ’bout them boys who wouldn’t care Didn’t tell me what a real man sounds like So I fell for the ones that lied just rightHe never pulled my chair or checked my friends
Never showed me what to lose or what to defeat So I chased love with an open wound Looking for something I was never introduced toHer mama did her best but she can’t teach
What it feels like when a father speaks So I took every I love you too deep Even when they only meant it for a weekHow was I supposed to know what love looked like?
When daddy never showed me what felt right How was I supposed to set the bar? When I ain’t never seen no man fight for my heartNow, I’m learning through heartbreak piece by piece
Tryna be something, the world has been hard on me I ain’t bitter, just broken in places you can’t see How was I supposed to know? If he ain’t teach meI thought pain was part of being chosen
If he stayed then the hurt was worth holding I called settling a sign of love ‘Cause I ain’t know a man should lift me upAnd know, you’re beautiful just ’cause I’m his
And no, I got you when life don’t make sense So I let bare minimum feel like gold ‘Cause I ain’t know I deserve more to holdHer mama raised a queen with a wounded crown
Taught me strength but I still let love drag me down ‘Cause daddy never gave me that love one on one So I mistook lust for the real oneHow was I supposed to know what love looked like?
When daddy never showed me what felt right How was I supposed to set the bar? When I ain’t never seen no man fight for my heartNow, I’m learning through heartbreak piece by piece
Tryna be soft in a world that’s been hard on me Ain’t bitter, just broken in places you can’t see How was I supposed to know? If he ain’t teach meI needed arms that protected
Not ones that neglected Needed truth without games Real love with no painSo now, I relearn what I missed
Unpacking daddy wounds from every kiss But I promise one day I’ll be free Of the love that never covered meHow was I supposed to know what love looked like?
When my first man left before I learned to fight Now I raise my standards like prayers to the sky For the girl I was who needed to know whyI still stumble, but now I see
The kind of love that was meant for me And I’ll teach my daughter what he couldn’t show So she’ll knowDownload Xania Monet – How Was I Supposed To Know? Lyrics Mp3